Ever again

[Nicole]

I thought I was the one u loved
that's what you'd tell me when u gave me a hug,
I thought love was beautiful,
like experimenting God
but I stood in between shadows
in a place where it was dark.
I thought u told me
u never meant to harm
but I couldn't fit it in my conscience
while u was twisting back my arm.
I thought u was never to take decisions
without my concerns
I didn't agree to feel my eyes
and ribs hurt.
I thought love was about
share and respect,
but u kept forcing to close my mouth
and ripping off my clothes on your bed.
I remember u saying u were to show me
the good things in life
now, im alone, wondering who can show me
to let go of your remaining lies.
I thought I was never going to understand
these sad love songs
now, I keep writing
some of my own.
Eventhough, these sad and sour memories
keep haunting my soul
I will not, ever again,
go back to knock on your door.
I wont, ever again,
trust a man with your eyes,
those that I believed in,
and took away my smile.
I will not, ever again,
believe in air-made words,
from now on,
for me, only facts will work.
Ever again,
will I love?
Can someone ever erase from my heart
what you've done?
I wont, ever again
go back to u,
ever again,
not even if u come back too.

Written By Mely Mel